献给那甜蜜的死亡的诗与歌

T.S. Eliot

Words move, music moves
Only in time; but that which is only living
Can only die. Words, after speech, reach
Into the silence. Only by the form, the pattern,
Can words or music reach
The stillness, as a Chinese jar still
Moves perpetually in its stillness.
Not the stillness of the violin, while the note lasts,
Not that only, but the co-existence,
Or say that the end precedes the beginning,
And the end and the beginning were always there
Before the beginning and after the end.
And all is always now. Words strain,
Crack and sometimes break, under the burden,
Under the tension, slip, slide, perish,
Decay with imprecision, will not stay in place,
Will not stay still. Shrieking voices
Scolding, mocking, or merely chattering,
Always assail them. The Word in the desert
Is most attacked by voices of temptation,
The crying shadow in the funeral dance,
The loud lament of the disconsolate chimera.

The detail of the pattern is movement,
As in the figure of the ten stairs.
Desire itself is movement
Not in itself desirable;
Love is itself unmoving,
Only the cause and end of movement,
Timeless, and undesiring
Except in the aspect of time
Caught in the form of limitation
Between un-being and being.
Sudden in a shaft of sunlight
Even while the dust moves
There rises the hidden laughter
Of children in the foliage
Quick now, here, now, always—
Ridiculous the waste sad time
Stretching before and after.

My insides all turn to ash, So slow
And blew away as I collapse, So cold
A black wind took them away, From sight
And held the darkness over day, that night

And the clouds above move closer
looking so dissatisfied
but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

I used to be my own protection, But not now
Cause my path has lost direction, Somehow
A black wind took you away, From sight
And held the darkness over day, That night

And the clouds above more closer
looking so dissatisfied
and the ground below grew colder
as they put you down inside
but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

So now you're gone
And I was wrong
I never knew what it was like
To be alone
On a Valentine's Day

Come over and talk with me, Chester or LP, because i always know it! ha ha ha

When you're talkin to yourself
And nobody's home
You can fool yourself
You came in this world alone

So nobody ever told you baby
How it was gonna be
So what'll happen to you baby
Guess we'll have to wait and see

Old at heart but I'm only 28
And I'm much too young to let love break my heart
Young at heart but it's getting much too late
To find ourselves so far apart

I don't know how you're s'posed to find me lately
And what more could you ask from me
How could you say that I never needed you
When you took everything
Said you took everything from me

Young at heart an it gets so hard to wait
When no one I know can seem to help me now
Old at heart but I musn't hesitate
If I'm to find my own way out

Still talkin' to myself
and nobody's home

So nobody ever told us baby
How it was gonna be
So what'll happen to us baby
Guess we'll have to wait and see

When I find out all the reasons
Maybe I'll find another way
Find another day
With all the changing seasons of my life
Maybe I'll get it right next time
An now that you've been broken down
Got your head out of the clouds
You're back down on the ground
And you don't talk so loud
An you don't walk so proud
Any more, and what for

Well I jumped into the river
Too many times to make it home
I'm out here on my own, an drifting all alone
If it doesn't show give it time
To read between the lines
'Cause I see the storm getting closer
And the waves they get so high
Seems everything We've ever known's here
Why must it drift away and die

I'll never find anyone to replace you
Guess I'll have to make it thru, this time- Oh this time
Without you

I knew the storm was getting closer
And all my friends said I was high
But everything we've ever known's here
I never wanted it to die

Guns N' Roses

All around me are familiar faces
Worn-out places, worn-out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going no where, going no where
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head i wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And i find i kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very
Mad world
Mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday, happy birthday
And i feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and i was very nervous
No one knew m, no one new me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
And i find i kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Enlarging your world
Mad world

Donnie Darko, r u there?

残酷天使
----- from Evangelion
宛如残酷的天使
少年将成为神话

从蓝色晴空吹拂而下的风
正敲动着你的心扉
而你却凝视着她
静静地微笑着
你专心注视着外面世界的一举一动
但却露出了对未来充满恐惧的眼神

而她相信总有一天你一定会
注意到你所背负的重大责任
于是有如找寻到自己的目标般
你架起翅膀疯狂去追逐

宛如残酷的天使
终于从窗口飞翔而去
撇开言词与传说
就连回忆也随风而逝
拥抱宇宙，散发出光芒
少年将成为神话

她的爱情摇篮一直沉睡着
但她相信总有一天
你将会成为她的梦之使者
呼唤她并让她醒来

月光照耀着你纤细的脖颈
你尝试着阻止时光的流动
好将自己深锁其中

倘若你们的相遇存在着任何意义的话
那她一定是一部教育人何为自由的经典

宛如残酷的天使
等待着拥抱住你的命运
于是悲伤也就此展开
而当这个梦醒来的时候
你散发出比任何人都更耀眼的光芒
因为少年将成为神话

人类都是一面编织着爱情一面创造历史
虽然不能成为女神
但她还是生活着

宛如残酷的天使
终于从窗口飞翔而去
撇开言词与传说
就连回忆也随风而逝
拥抱着宇宙，散发出光芒
于是少年成为了神话